Dear Diary,
I feel like shit, mostly because of how albert treated my lover. They we're oh so wronged and I may never be able to undo the damage done to them. Let alone the fact of being at her parents house stresses her sooo much.
I don't want us living with either her parents or mine, just because I want her and I to be in total control of what we do and what we would like to do!
I guess the following are my concerns
[2:11 AM] Kitten: #1 Kitten's happiness, and safety. I am scared shitless about if I ever go on unemployment, get fired, get injured, or killed, or just plain can't work anymore that as a couple we won't be able to support ourselves
#2 if something happen for me god forbid at least ill know she'll be taken care of other than one lump sum of cash from my life insurance
3# I know she doesnt like to rely upon ppl outside of herself and myself... so maybe by getting some income through dissability she can contribute and not feel bad about not being able to hold really any work outside the home.
#4 she doesnt want to live with parents and neither do I but I dont see us being able to rely solely upon my income until I get a few minor certifications plus a 2ndary income would help if i ever have to change jobs.
now my worries or rather concerns
I want to make sure I don't pressure her into this even in the slightest
I want to make sure she's completely ok with the lable if it ever comes up
